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Even the kittens left. 

Just like everyone else. 

3am (P2)

God created 3 am as a punishment for people like me. 

So every time I woke up with tears in my eyes and heart racing in my chest,

I will remember every single pain I inflicted on you.

And every time I wanted to beg for forgiveness from you.

My inner demon growled and remind me that he is still there.

And I cant promise a better tomorrow nor a better me. 

For not able to turn my back on yesterday, 

and too weak to face an uncertain tomorrow,

There's an angry me fighting my 3 am shadow,

every single day. 

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3am (P1)

Fatigued by life, noise and despair,

I prayed for a little tranquility

But God created 3am and wakes me up every night and makes me listen to the sound

Of my heart shattered into pieces on one night, and

The sound of my inner monster growling on the other night.

K

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