Kata Tuhan,
minta apa saja dari Dia,
nescaya tiada satu pun yang akan tersia
aku yang penuh dosa tapi sombong tidak pernah meminta
akhirnya melangitkan doa
penuh pengharapan, menyerahkan seluruh jiwa raga
Ya Rabb,
tiada apa yang aku inginkan lagi di dunia
temukan saja aku dengan dia syurga
16/9/2024
16:46
God created 3 am as a punishment for people like me.
So every time I woke up with tears in my eyes and heart racing in my chest,
I will remember every single pain I inflicted on you.
And every time I wanted to beg for forgiveness from you.
My inner demon growled and remind me that he is still there.
And I cant promise a better tomorrow nor a better me.
For not able to turn my back on yesterday,
and too weak to face an uncertain tomorrow,
There's an angry me fighting my 3 am shadow,
every single day.
